Sheila’s Adventure

I Finally Found Someone

B: I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet;
   I finally found the one who makes me feel complete…
G: It started over coffee, we started out as friends;

It’s funny how from simple things; the best things begin…
B: This time is different;
G: la la la la
B: It’s all because of you!..
   It’s better than it’s ever been;
all: Cuz we can talk it through;
G: My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"

It’s all you had to say…
all: To take my breath away…

all: This is it!
    Oh, I finally found someone; Someone to share my life;
    I finally found the one - to be with every night;
G: Cause whatever I do
B: It’s just got to be you!
all: My life has just begun, I finally found someone…

B: Did I keep you waiting?
G: I didn’t mind
B: I apologize
G: Baby, that’s fine
B: I would wait forever
all: Just to know you were mine;
B: Ya Know - I love your hair…
G: Are you sure it looks right?
B: I love what you wear…
G: Isn’t it too tight?
B: You’re exceptional!
all: I can’t wait for the rest of my life…

all: Oh This Is It!
    I finally found someone; Someone to share my life,
    I finally found the one; to be with every night…
G: Cause whatever I do
B: It’s just got to be you
all: My life has just begun; I finally found someone…
G: And whatever I do.
B: It’s just got to be you!
G: My life has just begun…
all: I finally found someone…

this song is dedicated to Weiloon…. this song is so us… agree?

Just came back from a real kelong experience… Went there by bumboat which "takes off" from Changi Jetty. It was a real kelong, we were practically on a wooden hut on top of the waters. Facilities is like old, but still safe to stay in. No aircon, no heater, no proper rooms, just wooden boards separating each sleeping quarters. nth much to do as some other ple were playing mahjong, singing songs on the karaoke. So I took the time to rest and relax, just sit there and look at the sea and the sky. Chatting with frenz… taking photos..

  lovely evening sky, and cool sea breeze…

Just look at the sun, the sky, the clouds, the sea.. and be mesmerize by God’s wonderful creation.

I stand in awe!

On the way… hmm… just tot of this title. very much reflects my life rite now, everything’s on the way… happening… a continual of life… on the way…. glad everythings still moving on and nothing stops. well… if it stops, it’s the end of life isn’t it?

well, i hv pretty much settled down in my new job. can u image this? I actually hv my own desk, and a desktop comp on it. it’s amazing feeling. haha… previously, at the student care or childcare centre, i basically just have a compartment to store my things, a desk with computer to share with every other teachers, now it’s all different. hahaha…

but things in a Primary School is not exactly tat Nice. Imagine this: the school is like way big! 4 levels, 4 blocks. imagine the amount of walking i hv to do to get from one place to the other. it’s up and down, left and right! woah! the previous place that i worked at, was a mere 2 to 3 classrooms. WOSH!!!!

then again, I miss my kids at chkccc. the last time i went back just last mth, they all look the same, still remembers me of coz! n Ellen was the 1st to come pat me on my thigh, and say Hi. She’s totally adorable! Love them, Miss them… perhaps i’ll go visit them when i’m free…

On the way is many other things… update u guys the next time! Cheers!

Had a shock of my life, when i reach work today… there was this boy with stripes on his head, u know… like shaved strips patterns… arghhh… i tot he / his parents already stop with the funny hair design thing when he shave off his super long hair recently… then this had to happen. sigh… ytd he had nail polish on his nails… argh… then there’s this other kid, whose… argh… sun wanna say la.. then there r parents who bring their little kids out, and allow them to get bored and throw tantrums and things ard in a restaurant… then there r parents who say that their kid is hopeless, rebellious, stubborn, when that kid is barely 3. I mean it’s like these parents r the hopeless ones lor… duno how to discipline their kids, I think the parents r not even disciplined themselves… sigh… how?

Super nanny is not abt disciplining the kids lor… it’s more of helping the parents fix their life and manage themselves lor… argh… frustrated.

but well there are still many good parents around. & i’m sure with some help, parents can learn to be better parents. (But they have to realise that they need help la.) I mean, no 1 is born or raise up to be perfect parents. So to all parents out there… ALl the best la. Need advice. Can come ask me.

It’s only the second day that he’s not around… and i’m feeling kinda bored, or rather lost already. I guess it’s becoz he wld sms me, call me, talk to me, but now he’s in China and well… I dunno how to describe the feeling. I’m like ok with him away, I live my life as usual, and he wld sms me at the end of the day, or whenever he can, but knowing that he is hours away, and somemore the weather there aint great, i think it’s kinda cold, and with thunderstorm or something… it’s juz, well beyond my control. Good thing he has been doing this for a long time, and I am confident that he can take care of himself. & well, since it’s beyond my control, i can only pray hard that God will keep him safe and well.

It’s been amazing how things change… Take care… Stay Safe… See u soon…

Finally finished my book. Christ the Lord out of Egypt. by Anne Christ. although i kinda like speed read through most of the part. pretty cool book, although it’s a bit draggy, alot of talking but no actions…

Historically… e author research heavily intensively into the first century, all that happen or possibly hv happened when Jesus was a kid.

Go read it for yourself if u hv time…

Today is the 25 of March 2007, or rather the 26, as it’s past midnight. I wanna write this blog as i happen to stop by my computer n no one is on it. which is a rare occasion as there are alwayz my bro, 2 sis and dad using it…  haha… so anyway since i’m sitting here… wanna share about my week.

This past week has been super blur for me. Well.. my aunt was hospitalised just about last saturday @ NUH. Actually going to hang out 2 do some work stuff and  accompany my dear study, but suddenly receive news that she’s hospitalised, sent to A&E. Well, her condotion wasn’t too good, but i was still super shock. So Weiloon sent me to hospital and hang ard… so PS: thanks dear… =) really appreciate it.

Then come Sunday, after church I went st to the hosp with my mum, i dunno wat to do, but just to pray and help around whenever needed lor. Was super sad to see her lying on the hosp bed… reminds me clearly of how my uncle looked like about 2 years back (he passed away due 2 cancer). Super heart pain. but can’t do anything. Then seeing my uncle singing love songs that he composed on the spot was really touching, he has this tune in his mind, and just match it with words he wanna say to her.

Thought abt having faith, remembered that i dreamt of my aunt standing again, free from pain, and smiling… so i kept praying 4 that, coz i think it’s a sign/promise frm God that she’ll stand again. Thanks Pastor Kristy for coming down to pray 4 my aunt, and encouraging the family! =) N also to all who prayed for her…

Come Monday, afternoon, my mum told me that she and dad is rushing down to see my aunt, as the doc says she can’t make it le. I was super worried, can only pray… In the evening, i msg my dad, only 2 found out that she passed away in the afternoon. Almost cried, but couldn’t do so in front of my kids. Cried on the bus on the way hm….

God prepared eternal life in Heaven for all those who believed in Him… On Sunday nite my uncle kept calling out 2 his wife, my aunt ask him clearly, y r u calling me? I’m in heaven. Don’t call me. God reassured my aunt and her family, and everyone else, that she’s in heaven… ain’t that great? Praise the Lord!

So for the rest of the week, I was working, attending wake service, feeling blur… bit lost bah… Till friday.

My aunt is a great aunt, she cares for everyone, and i really mean everyone. She loves everyone. I love her too… I love to go to her place, eat the food that she cooks, she makes ple feel at home, and wld wanna go back again… She is lovely. I’ll alwayz remember her… I would see her again. definately will. I’m sure she’s now in heaven, just like i see her in my dream. She’s standing, she’s radiant, free of pain n illness. She’s in paradise…

I will miss you… See you…

This CNY has definately been a wonderful holiday for me… Watch protege on CNY eve. pretty freaky, coz whateva tat;s in the movie is so true… i mean all the stuff abt drugs, how u got addicted and then die a slow death… very sad leh… then the part when the female lead die… wah… horrible. it’s lik watching the horror jap movie where the possessed body, distort, bend in the most awful way… i juz bit my finger throughout that horror scene. dear frenz, plz dun touch drugs… freak out. Anyway i watched that show with my super good frenz…

tribute to my super good frenz…

1. Enrique/Hayden watever your name is, plz try to eat less and exercise more this new year…

2. Enjie/Yankit, still wanna learn more canto from u, and i have not tried the noodles that you cook, so looking forward to a bowl in this yr

3. Weiloon, still the same cute guy, abit crazy nowadayz, coz he’s in love… haha

Anyway, went visiting around meeting relatives, and more friends. it’s fun! Happy New Year everyone!

Oh ya… pray for my aunt, she’s in hospital as of this moment. she has a fractured bone, waiting for her body to stabilise b4 she can go 4 operation.

Life has definately been weird lately…

Ever since i told myself that I wanna be happy, be in constant joy and good mood, I haven’t been able to feel down or frustrated. guess it’s a new year resolution that has been working… haha… hope it will last.

this yr i also hope to fulfill my dreams of working overseas, China to be exact. set this goal about 2yrs+ ago. then slowly left it hanging, becoz of some other impt stuff to do. but i guess I shld be back chasing my dreams now… haha…

but frankly speaking, I wonder or rather i worry… not sure whether i’ll even survive a day in China all by myself. My mum alwayz emphasize how I was brought up in the "greenhouse" alwayz protected from anything bad… which is quite true, my family will alwayz back me up, give me loads of support and love. Thanks Jesus. However it’s time 4 me to grow, to push myself to the limits…. I’m very lazy one, if i’m not thrown into the sea, i know i’ll not bother to learn to swim. sigh… so China or any where else on earth… look out for Sheila.

By the way, dear frenz out there, if u know of anyone who works in China, esp teaching preschoolers, intro me, coz i wanna find out more… not 100% sure that I’ll be leaving, but I’m going to at least try.

Happy Happy Happy Sheila

Hi all, how’s everybody?

Life has been crazy for me as usual… now i’m handling a class of 25 children, around the age of 4… imagine… 25 children running around u the whole day… it’s a WOW! experience. u get deaf, thanks to kids that shout into ur ear, even when they r rite beside u… u get sore throat, by doing crowd control. haha…

now is the pre-start of the school yr, thus i have to decorate and plan classroom, and learning corners… so busy…

ple out there who r teachers… working like crazy… i salute u!

Cheers! Merry Xmas!