Today is the 25 of March 2007, or rather the 26, as it’s past midnight. I wanna write this blog as i happen to stop by my computer n no one is on it. which is a rare occasion as there are alwayz my bro, 2 sis and dad using it… haha… so anyway since i’m sitting here… wanna share about my week.
This past week has been super blur for me. Well.. my aunt was hospitalised just about last saturday @ NUH. Actually going to hang out 2 do some work stuff and accompany my dear study, but suddenly receive news that she’s hospitalised, sent to A&E. Well, her condotion wasn’t too good, but i was still super shock. So Weiloon sent me to hospital and hang ard… so PS: thanks dear… =) really appreciate it.
Then come Sunday, after church I went st to the hosp with my mum, i dunno wat to do, but just to pray and help around whenever needed lor. Was super sad to see her lying on the hosp bed… reminds me clearly of how my uncle looked like about 2 years back (he passed away due 2 cancer). Super heart pain. but can’t do anything. Then seeing my uncle singing love songs that he composed on the spot was really touching, he has this tune in his mind, and just match it with words he wanna say to her.
Thought abt having faith, remembered that i dreamt of my aunt standing again, free from pain, and smiling… so i kept praying 4 that, coz i think it’s a sign/promise frm God that she’ll stand again. Thanks Pastor Kristy for coming down to pray 4 my aunt, and encouraging the family! =) N also to all who prayed for her…
Come Monday, afternoon, my mum told me that she and dad is rushing down to see my aunt, as the doc says she can’t make it le. I was super worried, can only pray… In the evening, i msg my dad, only 2 found out that she passed away in the afternoon. Almost cried, but couldn’t do so in front of my kids. Cried on the bus on the way hm….
God prepared eternal life in Heaven for all those who believed in Him… On Sunday nite my uncle kept calling out 2 his wife, my aunt ask him clearly, y r u calling me? I’m in heaven. Don’t call me. God reassured my aunt and her family, and everyone else, that she’s in heaven… ain’t that great? Praise the Lord!
So for the rest of the week, I was working, attending wake service, feeling blur… bit lost bah… Till friday.
My aunt is a great aunt, she cares for everyone, and i really mean everyone. She loves everyone. I love her too… I love to go to her place, eat the food that she cooks, she makes ple feel at home, and wld wanna go back again… She is lovely. I’ll alwayz remember her… I would see her again. definately will. I’m sure she’s now in heaven, just like i see her in my dream. She’s standing, she’s radiant, free of pain n illness. She’s in paradise…
I will miss you… See you…